Hello sweeties! I am feeling a lot better today. I don’t have the need to sleep every now and then, and I am able to eat again. I am actually hungry, and that’s a big plus. For me a lot of sleep and c-vitamins is the best medicine. Currently curling up in bed with a Haruki Murakami book and some orange juice. Gonna muster some energy for a shower soon, then I’ll try to upload some pictures from what I wore on Friday. Have been blogging with my phone too much lately.
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Yup, not feeling so well today. Got the fever late last night and twisted and turned a lot in bed. Woke up several times, had writ dreams and all. Which I’ve also have done today, except that when I’m awake I try to drink as much as possible, and chew on pastilles and read Costume.
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Mh, didn’t feel all great when I came home from school today. I skiped training, and fell asleep in bed with clothes on. I got the cold I think, but that’s not stopping me from watching movie with a friend~ taking the bus to her right now.
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Well, isn’t it just my luck or what. I want to go back to getting sick in holidays only, because being sick when your busy sucks! My friend is calling me workaholic because I get more worried and stress for every day of possibly work time I lose. I guess I am anyway, that’s what happen when you want to go out of school with a good grade. A grade that satisfy myself at least, and that got to be higher than C, but it doesn’t look so bright right now.
Anyways, PPL in the apartment next to me and above seem to be in a good mood. Shouting & playing loud music. I’m not surprised, its 16th of may. I’m actually more surprised that there isn’t more party life around here. Thought this was the big party night. Yes, it’s 17th of May tomorrow, it’s Norway “birthday”. And yes, I’m turning freaking 21 tomorrow.
It’s not that it bothers me to get older, okay, that was a HUGE lie. I am freaking scared of getting older, because I am freaking scared of the fact that I have to die one day. Still, I have to except the fact that I can’t do anything about it. So, no that’s not the bit IT. The big IT is that it doesn’t FEEl right. It doesn’t feel like it’s my birthday tomorrow, it doesn’t feel like that big day anymore. Because when you grow up your birthday gets smaller, until it becomes something that almost doesn’t exist. That’s the disadvantage of being a student away from home & away from friends.
Okay, enough of this crap, I’m in a foul mood because I’m sick. I am going to make the best out of tomorrow, sick or not. I & my friends are going to go downtown buying me cotton candy, and I’m going to meet my sister. I am really looking forward to see her! And if I’m up to it I’m going to the amusement park-thing and take a carousel or something. YAY~!
Unf, I love Rania. I hate ppl bashing on them because of their sexy image. I love them for being bold enough for debuting with such an image and not going for the cute girl thing. And I freaking love their voices, so powerful and strong. So all the cute girls group with fluffy voices of a 13th year old girl who hardly knows how to sing can just go to bed asap. Foul mood is on again, ugh, BYE!
Naoki-chan
I really don’t want to do this, but I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s rude of me keeping you waiting for entries when I’m not in heath to do so. Last week I didn’t blog much because I was busy, and this week I haven’t been blogging because I’ve had fever since Monday morning. The bad news is that it doesn’t seem to want to let go. I am sleeping more than I am standing/sitting so there’s just no point trying.
I would be relaxing now but I have to pack and get ready for my train home. Easter break~ Once again I’m picking a holiday to be sick in. Terrific.
Well, that’s it, this blog is going to be on hiatus until I am well enough to stand on my own two legs without the fever and without the cough.
Naoki-chan
