Who am I? Who do you think I am?
Sometimes I wonder if this site represents me, my opinions and what I stand for, or if most people see a shallow materialistic girl. I have a lot of things, but I want more, sometimes I’m not satisfied. I’m just human. I love to dress up and express myself through my style. I like to let my personality show on the outside, yet I am protecting the deepest parts of who I am.
So who is this writer behind these post?
I am not in the middle of some identity crisis or anything, I am figuring out what I want. What I truly want with this site. I have always been fascinated by and loved reading fashion blogs, but that’s not what I want with mine. I don’t want to accomplish a status as a fashion blogger. I don’t dress up in whats in right now, I don’t go with the stream. I tend to go against it, I just want to do my thing when it comes to fashion. Neither is this a photo blog, about photography, cameras, techniques and skills. I am merely a hobby photographer. Music blog? No, I write too much about anything else, but I love music and I let that shine through. It’s neither a diary kind of blog. Yes, I write about whats happening in my life
things I do and experience, but it's not the only thing I share.
Honestly, I just want to find something unique,
make a kind of blog that isn’t like everybody else’s blog. I am unique, everybody is. But not everybody dares to let it show. I do get a lot of positive critics for daring being myself to the fullest as a person. With how I dress, what I like, and my opinions. My opinions are important to me, and I think I too often consider how the persons (friends/family) that I know reads my blog may feel about them, to dare writing about them to the fullest. And I don’t want that any more.
I really didn’t know I wasn’t satisfied with my blog until I had that talk with my friend. And all of a sudden I’m in the middle of changing a lot about it. For example, I have stopped typing directly into the text box at the WordPress site. I am currently using an amazing writing program called Bean instead. I am also letting myself write when I have it in my head, meaning that I am writing drafts and saving them for later. So for the record, I am writing this at 01:30 am, but I am not going to post it until tomorrow. I am taking all kinds of steps to get me there, to the point where I’ll be able to share my personality truly.
Because I want my identity and personality to show through.
Without becoming to personal, I am not going to ramble about problems or weird dreams. Don’t be scared of that. I just want this blog to be a true reflection of myself, done my way. So basically I am starting a new journey with my blog. You can still expect outfit pictures, inspiration updates, me rambling about a new song or two, and more. I figured I wanted to try to make some interesting list, not the usual boring «10 things I got to do before I’m 30». I want to try to create some unique ones.
Pictures are from a series of shots I did in Trondheim in November.
I won’t continue doing one big music update weekly, I have missed just writing about songs and artists whenever I found one, or just got insanely hooked all of a sudden. Some things will change and some will stay the same. I am a planner, but I don’t want to be too planned. I want to be spontaneous, but not too much. I want my entries to have a lot more quality in them. I don’t want to write something in a rush because I feel I have to post something. A well maintained blog, which still is frequently updated is what I want.
I think this journey will be fun!
XXXXX (u)y~ – EdgyPop